If you know me you know I’m not the type to be dependent on some guy. You know that I am very strong willed and you know that if I can do it.. I’m going to do it and give it everything I’ve got. Well.. it has come to my attention that when I am around Garth my wall shuts down. All my defenses are gone and I’m left out in the open without any type of protection. I’m the type of girl that could go several days or weeks without seeing a guy and be totally fine, well Garth has changed that. I haven’t seen him in 6 days and all I want to do is see him.
Yes today at the Rec I saw him but I didn’t “see” him if that makes sense. I didn’t talk to him, I didn’t look at him, I just walked right on by and actually think I hurt his feelings. I say that because when I text him saying inwas “mad” that I didn’t get a hug today he said “well you could have gotten on but you just walked right passed me.”
I think it’s safe to say that he likes me but like I said before I don’t know how and I don’t know why but I’m going to try really hard to let things just fall into place and fall where they need to. If things are meant to work out between the two of us, they will. I have to put my fate in god’s hands and trust he’s going to guide my heart to where it needs to be.
Garth is a great great guy and I would be unbelievably lucky to get to hug and cherish him like everyone deserves to be. But this time it is out of my hands…
