Mine
I can stare at this keyboard all day long and have a million words swirling around in my head but trying to put them all down is like asking someone afraid of the dark to sit a a dark room. Yes, I can put my thoughts into words but when it comes to you so many emotions come to mind that it’s hard to pick which one to go with.
So I’ll start here:
I don’t know where I stand with you. I know that any and every time I see you my day, my entire day, is brighter, better and more fulfilling than before. I could be having a really great day but seeing you can make it even better. And it’s not that I have to see you, I am totally okay without seeing you, but it’s that I want to. I want to see you, your smile, your eyes and your freckles. I don’t care how good looking you are, or how many muscles you have or how many reps you can do. What matters to me is the feeling I get in my heart when I see you, or get a text from you. What matters to me is the way you smile at me that tells me I’m beautiful, or the way you get that grin when I say something silly or stupid. What matters to me is you.
I don’t care what your past is, or how many relationships you’ve been in. The past is the past and yes, it makes us who we are today but if I looked to the past for answers I’d still be stuck where I was and not here with you.
Take as long as you want to tell me how you feel, because I have a feeling I’ll be right next to you when you look at me the way you do and realize I’m everything to you. As much as I guard my heart and try to protect it from getting hurt and ending up broken, all of my walls seem to come down when I’m with you.
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine :)
