Better Days
For the past two weeks it’s been overwhelming. From coaching and trying to get 5 year-olds to listen to managing a store completely by myself. It can be frustrating at times when I feel my work piling on top of me but I pound through it and get it done. I work literally 24/7. If it’s not school it’s Smoothie King and if it’s not SK it’s something else. I mean I have taken on a lot this semester and it’s easy to say that I’ve bit off more than I can chew.
But the thing is coaching is my escape and I love it. If I could coach for a living I would in a heartbeat. I love my job, I wish I got more respect but I am trying to show them that I take my job seriously and when they go behind my back or throw an attitude in my face, I take it personally. I feel like they don’t appreciate what I do and how hard I work. If I could I would just quit school, but I want that higher education and I want to get my masters I just have to push myself to get it done.
Everything just seems to pile on and sometimes I just want to huddle up in a corner and escape for a few mintues. There is no escape for me cause the second I get a free moment I hear my phone bing and it’s someone asking me about something. I get it. I’m smart and I like organization. I like my life tk be structured. Maybe it’s a little too structured and I can’t seem to get a grasp on everything that needs to get done and it’s a set back but if I know I can do it and I set my mind and heart to it you better believe I am going to deliver results beyond all expectations!
And now that I don’t have a crush on anyone I feel amazingly free. I don’t have to worry about who’s doing what, who are they out with, why aren’t they responding to my messages, etc. It’s a huge,HUGE, burrden off of my shoulders and a much needed sigh of relief :) Boys just complicate things and right now I am my number one priority.
I am a force to be reconned with. I have my sites and goals set high and you know what if I don’t reach them it just means I get dropped back into reality; and reality isn’t always a bad place to be :)
Love ya world!
