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The one person who I cannot seem to get…
For years I have been wondering when it was going to be my turn to love. When was it going to be my turn to fully give my heart to someone and have that given back in return. I searched and I searched… high and low, low and high. Some guys filled the void and some guys melted my heart but no guy has ever made me feel whole… until you.
I look at you with so much passion. I look at you and my heart skips a beat. I look at you and I see forever. I’m not jumping off the deep end with all this or anything. I’m not going out and telling you I love you or any of that crazy stuff. But I just want you to know that I have finally found that one person who can let me be everything I have ever wanted to be.
I do not doubt I will have to fight and struggle with/ for you. Fight as in fight for you and your attention and struggle with the frustration of you just not understanding that I like you.
It is hard being in my shoes. Falling for someone six months after losing what I thought was everything. But it wasn’t hard to trust you and it wasn’t hard to fall for you.
From THE MOMENT I met you, I was nervous and giddy. I loved going to work when I got to work with you because you were my escape from the troubles that surrounded me. I was so focused on someone else that I put you on the backburner and never really gave you the attention you deserved… and I’m sorry. Being with you at work is like heaven on Earth. I can talk to you about anything and I feel as if you trust me enough to do the same.
The best part about it is, those feelings I got when I first started working with you… are still here. I still get nervous coming into work knowing you might stop by or you are going to work with me. My heart races, I get giddy and jittery. My palms kind of sweat and I am so clumsy it’s ridiculous. To this day… I still get the butterflies when I am around you.
So I am stuck. How can I have all these feelings for you, lay myself out there and still get nothing? I know you like me just as much as I like you but I have no idea on how to make you show it.
I know I have got to just talk to you and tell you that i like you and that maybe I’m not looking for a relationship at the moment, but the one thing I am looking for is a chance.
A chance to prove I am worth it. A chance to prove there is real chemistry here. And a chance to prove that I can be everything you have ever wanted.. and more. Give me a chance to capture your heart like you have captured mine.
“You know who you want to be with, and the universe is working on your behalf. You may also be pleasantly surprised to discover that the universe has been working just as hard for them as well.”
If the universise is working with me, show me. Give me a sign. Anything. I know who I want to be with and I know with all of my heart that you want to be with me too. Just take that risk. Jump… I’ll jump with you!
So I leave you with this: Where ever you are know that I am thinking of you. Know that I will give you my heart and I can be all you have ever dreamed. Listen to your heart.. and it will lead the way.
-Good night
